snow white I wrote your name in the book of my own life-history
I sorted your face to cling it on the cover of my first page
You were one of the tremendous part of my life-story
Once the morning started viewing your tactful face
yes, your beautiful face.

But now, these all want to be free and crack gradually
 It could be priceless even without caring me.
It would be a part of your gladness
 It may cheer you up as you want to be a thoughtless
 Now, I am thinking a little bit,
 To have a short trip to my country-side
Where I could find some liveliness and gaiety
 I know only the nature stays my friend can counterpoise my last felicity.

But, I did write your name in the book of my own life-history....

Love you always ♥♥♥

Time Will Never Heal My Broken Heart

Khash , it is easy to move on from broken heart!!

khash , Time will heal my broken heart !!

Sometimes there is just too much that time cannot erase and there are some memories that continues to linger on and they don't ever leave.

I wish that time could heal this heart
But still it keeps on breaking
I've tried so hard to let you go
But too much time it's taking

 


It's gotten a lot easier
with these feelings I can deal
But from time to time I see your face
and I'm reminded it's still real.

 


You walked away and turned your back
After a promise I held true
You said you loved me, I was the one
So why am I missing you?



I will never begin to understand
Where things they all went wrong
And why I still feel this way
After oh so long.





So for now I must end this
but you really need to know
that after all these years have past
I will always love you so.




 

Inside Me

Hey Neha moti !

Don't know whats going these days ... 

Not able to describing myself situation infront of you.. !!!

Don't know yaar !!! ho kya raha hai with us .. 

You're hiding something ?? or we are hiding something from you.. ?? 

Kisi ko kuch nhi pata .. 

"At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need."

 
There's something inside me,
Pulling me away,
From This cruel boundaries,
Though my dreams want me to stay !!


But i've to fall there someday anyway!

It feels like sometimes,
I am leaving for a better place,
Deserted in this world,
With pain and disgrace,Like a soldier in a battle field get slay !!


But i've to fall there someday anyway! 

Life is full of experiences,
I got good and bad each day,
The good making me smile and pray,And the bad making me suffer and err wit grey !!


Lighting a candle of hope,
I walked through the dark,
In search of a haven,Where I can be myself and stand up again !!

I feel my heart telling, 
There's many things to be done yet,
Suddenly! It's all vain,
When my mind screams out loud,
and makes me numb,
Saying it's too late !!


I can only spell...Yeah it's all fate!
 

There's something inside me,
Pulling me away,
From this cruel boundaries,Though my dreams want me to stay !!


But i've to fall there someday anyway!!

WHAT I FOUND WAS ONLY PAIN, FULL OF HURT and DISDAIN..


And Now i dn't have anything to say Just Wish I Could Stay LIVING ONE MORE DAY...!!!

I hope to get her in my next birth..

 

Today I saw her after a long time,

she still looks the same
With another boy holding her hand,

And whispering her name

For a while I went in flashback

To the memories in my heart

That was hidden in a corner

Hidden, to make a new start

 

she seemed to be cheerful

By that bright smile on her face

May be he was so good

That he took over my place

Then I thought who cares?

she is not mine

It’s her own entire wish

It’s good, I mean its fine

 

Why it didn't work with us

I had no strong reason

May be weren't meant to be together

That was luck's decision

I saw that boy holding her hand

Which, once I used to hold

he stood wearing his coat, which she used to give me

To protect me from cold

 

 

What was happening to me?

Am I jealous of him?

I think, yes I was,

As I remembered how much happy we were

I had tried to move on

But it didn't seem possible for me

Why our relationship ended

It wasn't meant to be

 

Then that question came in my mind

Did she cherish the memories of our past?

When we had decided to be together

Till we breathe our last

I guess he didn't

Because she has gone far away

And I am here from where we separated

At that unlucky time of October

  

So I still pray for her well being

because she is the nicest girl on the Earth

Although we can't be together in this life

I hope to get her in my next birth..

 

I feel like no one cares anymore

Hi ...................... ? 
Not feeling well ..
Done with HCIU Assignment ...
Now its time to complete PPSP Assignment . I know it is not easy task but still have to complete that task .
and even raju bhi nahi hai..
Morever Assignment khud complete karna parega ... :P

"SHE BLCOKED ME FROM HER FAKE ACCOUNT "
 
Seriously, 
I’m really screwed up.
I feel like no one cares anymore. 
Friends are no more friends that I knew. 
Everyone is so different. It’s hard to accept that people whom I loved are now no longer same . Even some friends.
Life is never easy. 
I can’t believe things happen so fast.
 It’s hard to handle things that keep falling apart in fucked up life and I have to rebuild again and it’s never easy to do that. 
Sometime I think that there’s something wrong with me.
Everyday thinking of what can happen in my life. 
Thinking who I will lose and wondering what to do in life I’m tired of all this crap.

 

you dont love me now , i dont mind :) but just dont repeat the same thing vid sum one else cuz only i know how hard it is to face dis thing

i just wish to tell you
i love you each n every day
i just wish to tell you
i miss you every now n then
i just wish to tell you
i wanna kiss you every day
i wish to tell you
its just you in my dream
i wish to tell you
you were dream coming true to me
i wish to tell you
i dont want you to come back
i dont want you to love me
all i want is you to change for smthing btter
i just wish  to tell you
i dont want you to suffer like me
i just wish to tell you
wen i promise i meant forever n
ven u did u meant it never
i just wish to tell you
no mttr how much u hurt me
i vil love you forever

though we are nthng 2day still you mean everythng to me
i just remember on line of yours today- i love you cuz i know ever if i vil go on the wrong track or do any mistake you wont leave me you will make me realise my mistake n bring me back on the ryt track
you wanted me to leave you , i left you
you dont love me now , i dont mind :) but just dont repeat the same thing vid sum one else cuz only i know how hard it is to face dis thng
i loved you for what you pretended to be not for wat u r actually

i just wish to tell you
i dont want you back
i just wanna say
dont ever love me again
i just wanna say
be d one u pretended to be in reality
but dont ever pretend to be sum one u r not
i just wish to tell you
i feel dead cuz i love a person who is some one else now

HURT ME, I WONT BLAME YOU
KILL ME, I WONT FEEL IT
LEAVE ME, I WILL DIE INSIDE :(
HATE ME-THE BEST THING FOR YOU :)))

"I WISH YOU HATE...." :) :)

Happy BiRthDaY SWeetHeart ... iT's uR 19th B'day

2 August . The day which had utmost importance in my life . i was waiting for it for so long . i am still planning what i have to do today on her birthday .
"you are my sweet naughty bacha . tujey sab kuch yaad rahta hai even time bhi" were the words she always spoke .Missing each and everything of bringing her back once again .

For you
Snow-white ..
Hey Dumbo , Many many happy returns of the day .. planned for today ? i know again you celebrate your birthday alone but this time aisa kuch nhi hoga because you know me "hadh insaan". and you know meow wo pagli phir bhul gaye hogi tera birthday  seriously uska kuch nhi ho sakta thori nahi bhaut pagal hai , humesha bhul jaati hai .

Must be my lucky stars were shining bright

That you came to my life as a delight.

Every year that comes and goes

Brings its flowers and its snows;

Life moves on, people change...

But you are the one who remain the same...

Everyday someone goes and comes in my life,

But you are the one who is always by my side...

Every argument, every fight...

Reminds me the sharing of our Cold Coffee...

All those laughter and every tear we shed,

Are tributes to the times which together we spend.

 we all loves you a lot

Tired of writing this much for you

Realities who knows better than you……

But I can keep writing sweet life with you snow-white 

As long as you promise chocos 

Hey my baby now don’t get sad

You know na that your honey  is a little mad

My wooshy mooshy , My Snow-white

Happy birthday to you baby please don’t ever cry

 "TUM HO TOH HUM HAI , HUM HAI TOH SAB KUCH  HAI 
WARNA KUCH BHI NAHI..KUCH BHI NAHI"

Tears Fill Me 

When I Recap 

The Moments

Which Were Bitter, 

Sour & Sweet.

"Happy birthday snow-white"

i just tell you by my novel what happened back-side on your birthday. you know my real situation why i can't wish you on cell ...