Holding Your Picture In My Hand + My Story

Tears burning as they fall
My soul is crying for you
Melting a path to my heart
Where love still lives so true

Memories screaming in flame
Holding your picture again
Eternity has stood still
Since you left me in pain

How do I live in darkness
Without you lighting my way
Fading images haunting my life
When I turned and left that day

Hiding beneath tide of misery
Waiting to be swept away
Drowning waves of broken dreams
Never your love would I betray

Will you catch me when I fall
From my cliff of sorrow
Need your love to continue living
Without you time is borrowed..

ITS MY STORY 

The Day She Left Me I was Sure, 
the Break off was NOT perfect but still i used to wonder....
that why every where i carried her picture....

One Day when i was feeling alone....
Standing on the metro station away from Home..
I pulled her picture out from my purse....
two drop of tear fallen from my eyes..

I said God "She was perfect for me"
God refused to listen to my Cry...
Now I am Living This Life Alone...
With Tears In My Eyes and Her Picture In My hand

"SNOW WHITE I HAVE ONE WISH i.e, PLZ COME BACK "

missinz u lotz :'( :'( 

LETS C HOW LONG YOU CAN IGNORE ME... & HOW LONG YOU DEPRIVE YOURSELF 4M MY LOVE.. ? ? !!

I can't sleep, everything I ever knew is a Lie without You. I can't breathe when my heart is broke in two, there's no beat without you. You are not gone, but you are not here. At least that's the way it seems.

Missing you isn't the hardest part, But Knowing that I once had you is ...

I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little ...too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.

I know there Iz no end to this wait... But still I'm gonna wait 4 You...

I know you'll never understand my pain.. But still I'm gonna keep loving You...


LETS C HOW LONG YOU CAN IGNORE ME... &
HOW LONG YOU DEPRIVE YOURSELF 4M MY LOVE.. ? ? !!

Someday I shall be just a memory

Someday I shall be just a memory,
like the fragrance of the blooming roses under the winter sky,
like the dew drops trying to quench your eternal thrust.
The unexplored vistas of pain shall spread out before you
under your heavy eyes,
I shall live again my every breath enriching your very dreams,

Snow white its true for a while i shall be just a memory

i also don't know where is my life 

The day when we have separated,
was the day when rain has started.
Looking at my and your pain the sky was crying too,
I know you will  know how much i miss you.

                     Remember me, for even after i am silent,

That romantic ambiance that I used to feel in your arms.
I miss our small fight, long talks and all that romance
I don't know the reason why we separated,
I deserved to speak at least once before you left.
please come back to me i need you so much,
i miss those days i miss that touch.
please come back !!!!

I shall be immortal, sailing in the nectar of your tears.
And when the gentle breeze shall touch your skin,
I know you shall think of me...
For I shall be just a memory,
deep within the depths of your heart, unstable in the edge of your eyes,
like one drop of liquid diamond...

Today please ask yourself and reply "Will i cry if i know that she is in pain ?"
Answer is yes i will cry if she is in pain because she is my life
i ask frm u Guys ?? WILL YOU CRY IF SHE IS IN PAIN ?? 
Few of your's heart will answer you "no i will not" and few of you will say "Yes i will", few of you will answer it true and few of you will lie. Let me tell you friends, its not easy to give a correct answer to this question until you fall in this situation, when someone's love is deep and true... you will cry for the person you love or the one who loves you !!

                             Can't hold myself when you cry 

My Love, my Maahi , My snow white  i can't see your eye wet in tears.
Nor can hear you voice of cry.
I get distressed and dis comfortable.
How badly i wish i would be there present to wipe your tears.

I can't comfort you as i am far,
Can't hold your hand either.
Wish there happens a miracle to be beside you .
Can't run or stand just praying for peace in you.

I can't hold myself back seeing you cry.
What can i do i am so helpless.
Feeling my legs are broken being good.
Feels like being dead while i am alive.

Hope this pain in you end's soon.
Hope to see u in smile which Looks good on you.
Thats the day when i will feel alive and happy again.
Till than i will be on my knees and raising my prayer for you.

Have you ever ??

Last night i have a question in my mind .
WHY WE STILL LOVE THAT PERSON WHO BROKE YOUR HEART ??
i am not taking abt my love . m taking abt my friends . :(
i dnt knw why always this shits happend wid me
ANYWAYS .Whats been up?
missing my blog na ??


   "I Never Asked For More But I Deserve To Get A Little"

Have you ever loved someone
Who broke your heart
And you stayed with them anyway
Because you couldn't bear to part


Have you ever loved someone
Who is not always there
To love and hold you
And tell you they care


Have you ever tried to move forward
With wounds that won't heal
And pretend things are fine
When so much pain you feel


Have you ever tried to move forward
With a longing to forget
When your mind is telling you
This you will regret

When I'm with you
My heart dissolves the pain
Even though my mind tells me
This relationship is in vain


And still, I cannot bear
To let you go
Because I love you
From head to toe


I'm expressing these feelings
With you today
Because I want this to work
I'm Still Waiting for Ur Love..
And I Will be waiting till my last breath


Why Every Love Story which end with Tears has few things common ? Why we forgive the one who leaves us alone with broken heart ? why we continue to love that person with every broken piece of our heart ? Why we make all possible attempts to gain that person's love back ? Why at the end we give up saying that that we really don't care if she still think of me or not ? And then why at times we again recall that person and fell hope she remembers me and all the good time we spent together :'(

Fear Of Loosing You

Snow white you think ki i don't know what you have done .. yaar i know everything . 14 Nov , 17 Nov , 21 Nov and Then Texting . You know sab kuch jaante huae bhi "CHUP THA". U said u never love me again as u do . but i will always love u  as i do. i am not blaming you yaar .
i know i am not perfect :( :( :( 





You Say You Have Lost All The TRUST :(
I don't know why you thought it was just LUST

The purity of my LOVE knows no bounds... ♥
You showed me heaven took me on the clouds.. 



But faith is something you never had in me
You stole my HEART and now its beats... :-(

I extend the hand which now bleeds
I want to touch you but my skin lost its feel :'(


I call you back but you don't hear
For now i face my greatest fear :(

Losing you left my life dark..
Now all i see is a divine spark..


My love is still the same but the LIFE IS GONE..
A sense of emptiness highly grips on.. :(

Leaving the world with your love in my heart :(
And a little hope that in all other lives we never part... :)

I'll Never Find Someone Else .. I want U

At the age of 14
He loved her so

And everyday
He'd let her know

"I love you Snow white"
He'd say each day
She'd just laugh
And run away

Till one day
She turned around
And sat with him 
On the playground


Inside he is saying i love you snow-white
I'm sorry Snow white
I don't love you
You'll find someone else
Who loves you too"

After school life
They met again
They laughed about
The things back then


They began to date
And fell in love
He got the girl
That he'd dreamed of

But when college came
Everything changed
They were far apart
With lives rearranged


 he cried
She took his hand
"I have to leave...
Please understand"


"I love you so much
It's always been true
But you'll find someone else
And you'll love again too"

"No," he cried
"It's always been you
I don't want someone else
I only want you"


He still waiting For her
Dreaming every night 
He wants to talk 
He again wants to Smile 



                 STILL SHE IS CRYING FOR HIM . THEY WILL TO BE TOGETHER ? 
                             Boy answer is "YES" waiting for his Girlfriend answer ??

4ever lines .. why c not understanding me ??

.
When u are in relation with sum1 for the first tym...
and u truly love that person and care for her more than yourself,
u try your level best to keep things right between u both...
U start sacrificing your own happiness to make her smile and
no matter how much and how many tyms she keeps hurting u,
u juz forgive her only cause u dont want to lose her...
everything that u do for her, u do it out of your own happiness...
a strong desire to make her happy, to suprise her rules your mind..
u do crazy things like making cards, buying anything that u think she'll like,
wear dresses of her favourite colour, eat her favorite food,
u keep telling her "I Love U!" over 100 tyms a day...
it just happens once... that crazy & mad love..
u give everything u have to this relation, u give your best..
and when this relation breaks, u juz feel lost and
believe that u have lost every thing u ever had...
the 2nd tym u get into a relation, its juz your physical presence...
u know that your heart was broken and u can never feel the same again...
u smile incompletely, u give a part of the broken heart to the new girl..
Sadly, even if u want to make her feel special,
u can't... the best in u has already been taken out by sum1 else..
u live and love juz once!!

U fall in love just once...
what happens the next tym is just an adjustment !!~
If It's Not Forever! It's not love.

Snow white my love for u is 4ever and ever ...

snowwhite dis song deticated 2 u :  http://youtu.be/VZHo33HokUU

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I Know how it feels :'( :'( :'(

whoever cares for the consequences of love ?
we merrily carry on loving
"Snow white you are the one i'm crazy about ... "
i keep chanting your name
my love for you shall always be there
this much i promise you

I know how it feels when you loose someone so close,
I know what is means when you loose someone you adore,
 It feels like the night without all the stars..
It feels like my life is of little hours

And yes I know how it feels when someone
suddenly stops talking to you :'(And I know how it feels when someone
always find excuses to avoid you..

For all those things I devoted to you
It feels like everything has come to an end,
I feel like I have been demoted
from being a close to just being a friend

I know how it feels when people misunderstand you,
I know how it feels when someone no more trusts you

I know how it feels when someone
so close starts ignoring you,
I know how it feels when you love someone
and that someone try's to escape You

I know how it feels when people take you for granted,
I know how it feel when someone betrays you,
It feels like I'm left all alone even my shadow has left the ground
I feel like I'm left with groan now even they don't make a sound

                                                                                      Urs : Prince 

snowwhite Teri yaad aane lage ...

kuch na kahu 
kuch na sunnu 
apni dhun mai rahu 
jee na saku , has na saku 
pal pal mai u maaru 
searching you everywhere .... just one hope on god 


ban ke aashu ban jaane lage ..  Missing wid my broken heart :'( :'(
mere salwao mai tere jawabo mai kuch bhi nhi raha :'(
yaar is it so u r happy now ???
i don't think so u r happy now ..
But you think what u have done wid me is right ??
U promised ki " U NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE AND U NEVER MADE ME TANHA" 
par u done dis ...


I NEVER BLAME U YAAR ....
u no u r tooo sweet ..teri yaad aaj bhi utni hi aati hai ..
Take care urself ... Tujey damm sure cold huaa hoga damm sure ..And nose pe pink pink :P :P 
right na ??

m crying :'( :'(

                                        crying inside . no one here with me who can tes my tears :'(

" One day you'll love me as I love you. One day you'll think of me as I think of you. One day you'll cry for me as I cry for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you." ......Its a quotation 
but i always love you as now .

whenever you need me i am there for you ....




  please hug me . 
  wanna love 
  wanna friendship 
  wanna caring 
  wanna talking
  wanna to see u 
  wanna YOU ...

How , When , Where , Why ??? too many questions

hiiii whtzzz up ??
is it just me ?? or i am changed ?? still confused with my answers . i am happy becoz i have to walk alone in my path . no one here who just for me .
i dont know, why this shitt happens?
When somebody is not meant to stay there, why do they even enter your life.?
why some people like to play with my feelings ?
why do they want to see my tears ??
Anyways :) "AADAT SI PAR GAYE HAI "

No dream , No wishes Thats all Not matters .
when i am reading my old messages Then i realized what i lost 2day .
Oh really !!! i am nottt happy who told you i am not happy ?? i am happy sacchi m totally full of smile
Snow white Howz u ?? And kal u going college na?? :P
“I learned that things change, people change, and it doesn’t mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on, and treasure the memories.” 
But i am not changed
same feelings for snowwhite , same love , tears ?? phele se jada :/
same thinking :)
Letsss c what gonna to In january . Becoz i also don't know :P

but it is hard to live alone in this world . 


One day, you'll meet someone who will make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.

The truth of the matter is that you always know the right thing to do. The hardest part is doing it.

welcome to the world of reality

Those who pretend to be happy are sort of happy :)
 last evening i realized dat sorry word mostly used vid out any feeling of guilt
sorry has just becum a formality for sum ppl :) whom i know quite very well
i wish sum 1 could cum n kill me n say sorry to my family :)
anyways i dnt wanna feel sad cuz its over i am happy cuz it happened
 YOU CAN BE ON THE TOP OF THE WORLD IF YOU FEEL YOU ARE A PRINCESS or KING :)))))
n if you feel u r no budy den no 1 can help you :/
day was awesum , missed you best friend like freaking hell n thanx to anmol who accompanied me :)
REALITY SUCKS BUT STILL BETTER TO LIVE IN THIS WORLD ONLY
i still miss you like any other day
i still want you like any other day
i still wanna be with you as i did always n
i still feel you like each n every day
hope you get to know soon that i feel dead now :/


JUST ONE TIME !!! THINK ON IT MAY BE YOU REALIZE WHAT THIS WORLD WANT FROM YOU ...

                                                                                              

Day dream of you,

Snow white Whenever I day dream,
and day dream I do,
in my secret garden,
I day dream of you.

I day dream of you,
in a faraway land;
embracing me tight
and holding my hand.

Holding my hand,
and touching my face.
Just you and me,
in this peaceful place.

In this peaceful place
a pristine river flows.
Where the unicorns run,
a breeze always blows.

A breeze always blows
and sings of a song;
our love in a place
where you're never gone.

Where you're never gone
is as it would seem,
from dusk until dawn,
whenever I day dream.

And whenever I day dream,
and day dream I do,
in my secret garden,
I day dream of you.

snow white please try to understand how much i love you .

Will you ever?

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing Girl
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

COME BACK SNOW WHITE 

                                                               Urs  : Prince 

going wrost days :(

After all this years

All I gave you was tears

Doing everything I thought was right

All it made you was cry at night


I want to say goodbye

But i can't let you just pass me by

'Coz in my heart "i love you"

and forever it will never die


Another chance is all i ask

And i promise I'll remove this mask

I'll stop pretending that I am strong

And will tell you all what I've done wrong


Please stay, say you will not go

 becoz if you leave I will never know

How to go on with this life on my own..

                     Mizzzing you snow white 

2 January

 un se door janay ka irada to na tha ,
sada sath rehney ka bhi wada to na tha,
wo yad aye ga ye jantay thay hum ,
par itna yad aye ga andaza to na tha

yaar ! i wanna my past moments again . wanna with you . i don't think  i can live without you . i know your situations . i am suffering from same situations . 



yaar don't know what gonna to do this year without you.please take care yourself . how is  mum and dad , and my bro lucky singh ?

mujh pe ye shaam is tarah jadu sa kar gai
phir teri yad chhor kr jane kidhar gai..
aasan to bohat hai tujhe bhulna magar
men kya karon mjhe teri aadat si par gai..
ye zindgi bhi ab hai tamasha bani hui
kbhi ruk k chal pari kbhi chal k thehar gai..
lab see liye thay mene judai k mour pe
bas dekhti rahi thi jahan tak nazar gai..
tere liye to khuwab tha, aaya guzar gaya
par dekh zara meri to zaat bikhar gai…!

1st day of this new year

you know baby i didn't wish anyone except two wishes galti se kar diya maan nhi tha phir bhi 

ooooooooooooooooo new year but i don't have new wish . 

wish still same :( :( :(  
don't know what gonna this year . how can i survive without you ?
don't know how can i come out from pain ?

" I LOVE YOU LOTZ " Baby please smile please .  i know i am not more in your life . but ab tou smile na ?? its ur wish na den ....

Take care urself . and if possible  just try to understand how much                                                i  love u ...